I think too much....

i really think too much ya....i really cannot tahan with myself..always only know how 2 day dream...!!! I really need 2 forget all the thing that keep on spinning in my mind...!! I know myself...need a few days to solve and forget it!! i can do it...haha...i really in love with blogging la..help me 2 release my feeling...!!! after 2day, i will keep my pace up to date with what i m planing to do....!!! haha...

Don't give empty promise!!!!

I really hate empty promise.....!! Promise will gv people hope....i really dissapointed with the hope that u give me...!! whatever u said and plan will not come out with an action...!!! Everything is juz say only..!! This matter really make me reflect on how many empty promise have u made without any action!!!!!! Sometimes i will think, is that my problem???????? Are that matter is a complex issue? Are I think too easy and silly??? But..that matter is an issue that i had hope for several years a go..till now...it havent been realised and achieved yet...!!! It sound like i am complaining now....but i admit that..i am complaining now..no choice..here is the only place i can complain about this matter...!!!!!! Sigh...no matter how...i want it..i dun care....i wan it 2 be realise next year..as fast as possible....!!!! I felt a bit guilty to say that as it will make me i was not satisfy with what i have now...should i satisfy with what i have..BUT.................argh........argh...my feeling and anger now is not suitable to make any decision yet...!!!!!! HELP me..

猫惹的祸

My whole body itch like mad....i scratch my body like mad.....feel like wanna peel off my skin ya...eeeeeeeeeeee...geramnya aku.....!! Lastly, i cannot stand with it and i went to see a doctor...the doctor was so funny....he like to jokes a lot...hahaha..:P !! I am given by the doctor 3 medicine..2 packet for consumption and 1 for external apply...!!! Hopely this can release my suffer ya!!!!!!! Doctor said the itch part may due to many reasons...i suspect the cat that ran into my hse and make my skin allergic...hate it....!!! dont know whose cat is that....tie it la...yohhhhh..!!

NS's fren gathering

We went to Greenbox for K..wow...jamie sound is great..she able to sing very well..lolz...potential in participating singing competition...SUPERSTAR..!! I meet Jamie and Jeffrey in the gathering...we never meet since our NS programme ended...it almost 4 years...it so miracle...we can meet again...haha...but last time i do meet Jamie in college...but juz say hi and bye that kind of stuff...haha!!..After K, we go to yamcha and chit chat...we chat a lot of stuffs...!! some had work and some still study..! everyone is gonna to change..;p..!!! the pig head(Cikgu Tan) not to praise him..but sometimes it is fun to chat with him...he quite sarcastic...haha....!!! i enjoy the gathering very much..hope next time have more people to join the gathering...sometimes the gathering timing is quite difficult to be set...as need to match the free time of everyone...everytime for sure got me and lih yon...c..how nice is we both....hahahaha....we may plan for a trip..but it quite a difficult plan..mayb we need to plan a few month in advance...it will be much more difficult as more people had come out to work...sigh..hope the plan is able to work out...!!

thanks for the birthday present

Thanks for the bag as my birthday present.....it bought by calise from taiwan...thank q very much...i like it....my favourite colour...WHITE...yeah....thank q to u all....i really appreciate it very much..juz like our friendship....

1st day in MTV Dance class

today is the 1st day to mtv dance class...wah...my body structure really hard lo and not flexible at all....difficult to twist and turn here and there....dance like robot and look so foolish...facing the mirror and from the reflection...i look so stupid....so tired..dance till wanna fainted lol....hahaha......@ the end of the class, i juz like bath with my sweat...hopefully it able to burn my fat lolz...hahaha.....:P GAMBATEH to myself..

Dilemma...dilemma...i hate it..

yesterday..i really fell in a dilemma....dunno what decision should i made....sigh....make either one decision....for sure got one party will feel uneasy.....really a difficult decision to be make...aiyooyoyo.....!!!! but @ last, i had make a decison that most ease myself and i will feel comfort with it....i hope this decision does not hurt the other party...i am so sorry to u...we still got chance to go for it....okie:P...!!!

Oops...didn't i???

lihyon..lihyon...thanks for ur reminder....!!! i wan 2 grab this opportunities to thanks all my frens that send me a wonderful birthday mesasage and wishes thru online..no matter thru friendster or facebook...i feel very thankful to u all...thank q very much...i m so sorry that i had left u all out in my last post...i m so sorry....ESPECIALLY LIHYON.....ok? Can u forgive me now???? I will love you deep deep ya... Wow..long time din hear this phrase of words...!!!! :P

Thanks for the birthday wishes

Thanks a lot to my friends for celebrating my birthday with me....this year, i have an early celebration in UK...eventhough it is simple, but it memorable to me..thanks to my UK hsemates and friends. Wow, the moment my hsemate bring in the cake...i ask a such silly question," Who birthday is it?" My fren reply me :"you lah"...it's such a shock.. but i like it....thanks q very much.........!!

On the exact day, my gang of frens had brought me to a steamboat restaurant and treat me there...is a buffet style steamboat...!! then, we went to cissy's new hse..it's a nice hse ..we had to climb up to her hse....tired man...haha..her room is in 3rd floor...but it's nice...can exercised everyday!! we start up with our game...slap....play till gonna got heart attack...stay focus yo...it's fun...!! HAHAHA....thanks to all my friends....friendship forever....I Love U all.....

Thanks to all those who send me a wonderful SMS birthday message as well....thank q

我怀念的

UK是我永远都会怀念的。。。。。虽然是短短的三个月，但是我得到的是更多与解释不了的。。。！！！我真的很矛盾，在UK 我会想念我在马来西亚的那班朋友与家人。。。但是刚会到马老西亚的时候，我才发现原来我会舍不得UK的生活。。！！这真让我烦恼。。。希望这个矛盾的feeling。。快快离我远远。。。子让我怀念与开心的点点滴滴！！这三个月也让我懂得，Nothing is impossible。。。depends on how u attempt it....!!!

量地官

My mum start realizing that i very free @ home...ask me to start study for my coming december exam...to me, for such an early revision may not useful to me..sigh...it really make me frustrated..i really dunno what should i do in this moment...sigh..sigh....what i can do now, may only keep sighing...sigh...!!! Btw, i still miz UK a lot...even though while i m there, myself did not realize that i quite enjoying with the life there especially the weather. I got to know a lot of friends and i can't imagine the first day i m there without knowing anyone except Joe. Thru Joe, i got to know my great housemates and i really feel happy to know them. I really enjoy the 3months period in staying under one roof with them. The most funniest thing is we had been sitting in the same lecture hall for almost 4 years but we only know each other in UK. It just like what ChiaChia said to me: "在读tarc了将久，没想过可以跟我坐在同一个桌子吃早餐" Really funny but it meaningful...haha...I love u guyz....

Learning from blogging

I learn a lot from reading my friends's blog, i get to know them more from reading their blog....especially from lih yon one...sometimes i able to put myself in their shoes and think in their perspective!!! I found a fantastic phrase from lih yon blog, it quite meaningful to me. It sound so, “人生的得失不重要， 重要是大家在一起”。。斗牛里学来的!!